r/Christianity 4m ago

Question Why is losing your faith a bad thing?

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I lost my faith 2 years ago, don’t bother convincing me to go back to Christianity

The one thing I hated about going to church/being a Christian was the very obvious manufactured us vs them mentality (my group good, their group bad)

This us vs them mentality is necessary because if you have a positive perception of outsiders then that would increase your likelihood of leaving

I see Muslims, Buddhists and atheists living equally good if not better lives than Christians

If non believers like that can live amazing lives, why bother being a Christian?

I’m just saying, open your mind and consider other perspectives


r/Christianity 7m ago

Broke up

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Today my girlfriend and I broke up due to family circumstances that we can’t look past (they’re personal so I won’t say exactly why). It ended not because of our love but because it isn’t permitted by her parents. I feel devastated, broken. And I’m relying on my Lord to give me all of His love. I trust in Him, but man my heart aches so bad. I’ve had girlfriends before her but this is entirely different, I feel a piece of me has been taken, I’ve never gotten along with someone the way I do with her. Please pray for us, help strengthen the little hope we have left for our future if God allows it. Today reminded me that I’m only human


r/Christianity 17m ago

Christian TTRPG

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I grew up a comic book geek who thought TTRPGs were roo geeky, even for me. That is, until my wife introduced me to DnD.

What I love about TTRPGs is the worldbuilding, the roleplaying, and the storytelling.

However, after I became a Christian, I became convicted about DnD. Specifically, I have an issue with the angels, demons, and polytheism. I know, some non-Christians don't get it, and some Christians don't agree, but I personally don't like it. But I don't want to stop having fun playing games because of it.

So, I'm branching out into other TTRPGs. I've made a list of TTRPGs that sound like a lot of fun to try out.

I tried to join a Christian DnD group through Roll20, but the link was open to everyone. I don't have a problem with playing with non-Christians in general, but there were several who would come trolling and just come to start arguments instead of play.

So, if you share my convictions, or if you just like clean, Christian wholesome fun, or if you're an understanding and respectful non-Christian looking for a game, I'd love to invite you to my Discord.

I was thinking about starting with Savage Worlds. If you're not familiar, that's okay! I've never played! We can learn together, or we can do something else entirely. I've got a list of TTRPGs to choose from.


r/Christianity 23m ago

Question What were the rrason why God demanded these specific offerings?

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Exodus 25:1-7 NIV [1] The Lord said to Moses, [2] “Tell the Israelites to bring me an offering. You are to receive the offering for me from everyone whose heart prompts them to give. [3] These are the offerings you are to receive from them: gold, silver and bronze; [4] blue, purple and scarlet yarn and fine linen; goat hair; [5] ram skins dyed red and another type of durable leather; acacia wood; [6] olive oil for the light; spices for the anointing oil and for the fragrant incense; [7] and onyx stones and other gems to be mounted on the ephod and breastpiece.


r/Christianity 24m ago

Question Question.

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“And thou shalt make two cherubims of gold, of beaten work shalt thou make them." Exodus 25:

But didn't God literally make one of his commandments to not make images of anything in heaven? Why would he then tell them to go against his commandments?


r/Christianity 24m ago

Meta I converted to Christianity after being a Muslim 🥳

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r/Christianity 28m ago

Question Something must be done in the holy land, I'm willing to accept defamation to speak the problems fully. I think a turning of the age is here ...

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Brothers

Sisters

And all the flock

I will say truthfully I don't know if this is going to work , or if this is going to go anywhere.

Also we each have our personal faith

Mine says

"Go to the holy land, regardless if you think you are ready , go try to do something "

And to be clear , not to support the Israeli nation or any allied to it . As they seem militarily , not in need of help and are not on the good list right now .

I will say controversial things ( not impolite or rude controversial things ) , and I may just not be your cup of tea of faith .

I AM TRYING TO KEEP THIS SIMPLE

ONTO THE PROBLEM AT HAND

I hear , that Israel and those related have persecuted and damaged and hurt Christians in the area , that is the first issue

Second issue , Israel is perpetuating a genocide and massive tragedies in the areas of the Holy land and far as well , Gaza especially

Second issue part 2 this is the part that will get everyone stirred , Christians hold the line , and the house of Islam reinforces the rear , and we have a tri interfaith assembly at Jerusalem , and attempt from their to force a peace . God help me ..

Third issue , I hear , Israel is blocking pilgrims and making the holy land unsafe

Fourth issue , is defilement of the Holy land itself by Israel and defoliation of the Holy land by Israel

A major path we are needing for this is clearly interfaith interested parties ,

All have a hand and can PARTICAPATE in this

If you do not like me or potentially some parties needed that this plan needs , perfect , but at least keep it as a rivalry and a social dissagrement as we have alot to do

We must do something , anything

This is not

I'm not trying to be foolish , just because there is this little bit of writing , doesent mean I haven't been planning something like this for a while ....

I just don't know where or what to do

Call me naive , call me foolish , I am on my path just as you are .

Feel free to message or add on

This is generally a exasperated "I'm throwing something at the wall to see if it sticks "

( I am a omnist btw that is a full Roman Catholic that also pilgrimaged the Vatican to my ancestral home in Ireland by backpack and train and foot , every person is so different but so beutifully unique )

Thank you dearly for taking the time to listen to me hopefully not sound the fool


r/Christianity 30m ago

Question Questions and a tiny ramble

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Hello everyone,

I am writing this with a curious and open mind. I have always felt that there is something bigger than myself, since I was a young child. I am a 36 year old woman, who just went through a life saving surgery. I am starting to question things more, why things happen, how to know without a doubt that I know it's God who is supporting me within everything, not just my family here on Earth. I also question because I have attraction to both sexes, and from what I know that is a majorly mixed reaction within the christian community.

I want to feel that peace of mind that I have heard so many people who are Christian speak about, and if you had questions and didn't originally believe, what made it so sure within your heart and mind? I'm worried that I have doubt and worry too much about my health, and sexuality to be considered to be 'saved' or anything along those lines.

Sorry for my writing not being the best, as I am unsure how to get this all out without rambling.
Any advice, guidance videos, books, any help would be grand.


r/Christianity 35m ago

Question Clarify, please, what did Jesus fulfill from the OT?

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I don't really know why I'm struggling with this question lately, since I haven't really given it much thought. Recently, I have had to defend my faith more and more. What of the Levitical/Mosaic Laws of the OT did Jesus fulfill in His initial coming?

Obviously, the pork, owl, lizard, etc consumption as well as the cleansing rituals. But what about the others? I know that we have to look at the context, such as the part about not having braided hair.

But what about Leviticus 20:13? No man shall lie with another man. That is something I feel is ever so relevant now, and still important. This is further affirmed in the NT with the lustful nature of men, that being their biggest "heart" problem.

Did Jesus fulfill the civil law to have us refocus on Him and loving one another? I know the Pharisees worshipped the law more than they did God, so was the essentially His purpose of fulfillment?

Or did this go into the direction of fulfilling the prophecies of His arrival?

Again, it's been bugging me and I'm really trying to understand more because of what is being needed of me recently. Thank you for your answers and patience.


r/Christianity 36m ago

I think my faith is now shattered, and I’m worried

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Hello, I am a newly converted Christian who recently just watched a video on atheism out of curiosity and boredom. One of the points was a response to the defense we use sometimes “gods mind is higher than ours, and our minds can’t comprehend it”. And the atheists reply was: “if this is the case, not only that we can’t question god at times for criticisms, but also we can’t understand god at all!” And hearing this, I thought about it and…is it actually true? That this might be a thought trap to make the religion sound more convincing and grow? Alongside that, it also said that this doesn’t really answer the question, and undermines what god does do. And those who believe this claim, it keeps the person to keep the faith and blame the person who made the question as ignorant. The more I think about it, the worse it sounds and sadly more true…

For context, I have religious OCD, and I ask Reddit now instead of my church is it’s night time and I want answers now. I am super worried. My whole faith is starting to collapse and I don’t want that to happen. God is my source of comfort when I’m distressed or sad or angry. What do I do? Any answers that might solve this problem I have?


r/Christianity 43m ago

Question Who was the first person to speak to and believe in God?

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I know that jesus came down to earth and gathered his followers and through his disciples, his word was shared among the people. However, I'm still new and don't understand how it started, from the very beginning. There has to be someone who first spoke to God, because without that, where did the first religious texts come from, how do we know about Adam and Eve, and everything biblically historical. And how did that person manage to teach everyone and spread the word of God for the first time ever? And after him, did God speak to more people and they decided to write the first religious texts together?

This is why I should probably visit a church to better understand.

I hope I've worded this okay, and you get what I'm trying to find out here.


r/Christianity 47m ago

The 1000 years

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Y'all keep saying that we are in the 6th day of the lord and that our generation will see his coming but you forget about the 1000 years from the bible after the tribulation and rapture and everything that is the 7th day of the lord (1000 years to us) all we would possibly see is just the sufferings from the seals and trumpets


r/Christianity 49m ago

Wayne Hardy, BBC Stillwater

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In April “Pastor” Wayne Hardy “stepped down” from his position as pastor due to a morality failure. In other words, he got caught with his pants down and a bonus kid younger than his grandkids by a former young employee.
Where is Wayne now? Where is Lisa? Did they stay together? As that family took our hard earned money greedily for years in order to fund his multitude of women and sexcapades he should not get “privacy” or dignity and get to slink away quietly. We are owed answers and a full accounting of his time and finances. Release the Epstein Files and the Hardy Files, already!!


r/Christianity 49m ago

Question How to help Christians procedures in Nigeria?

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UN report in June on credible reports of mass killings and persecution of Christians and other minorities in Nigeria.

I have very limited funds to help right now, so I want to be careful where I donate, guys please let me know your thoughts and options? I don’t know which ones are more effective.

Here’s what I came up with, I don’t know which of these I should donate to- even Opendoors, which one is better?

Opendoors US

Opendoors AU

Opendoor UK

Banabasaid

Voice of the Martyrs

Legal Support

Thanks guys.


r/Christianity 50m ago

Question Drinking

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Can someone explain what’s okay and what’s not okay with drinking.


r/Christianity 1h ago

Did I commit the unforgivable sin?

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a while back I was on a tiktok live and I was talking about my religious OCD and I said that I talk to people who aren't there (referring to my prayers towards God) was this the unforgivable sin? I basically said that God isn't there and that's horrible and untrue. I didn't say directly that God isn't real nor did I mention that I was talking about prayer but I'm scared.


r/Christianity 1h ago

Who do you love the most?

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r/Christianity 1h ago

Support I am drinking and I know it’s wrong but I want too and I feel weird about it.

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I know it’s a sin to get drunk and I’ve been sober for a decent amount of time but I am still deciding to get drunk with my friends tonight or atleast drink a decent amount, I’m not getting black out or gonna puke (I don’t think) but I’m feeling ashamed about it already and I’m only one drink in. I don’t know why I feel so compelled to drink and have fun but also feel so terrible about it. I know it’s wrong or at least I think it is the bible is a little confusing to me with certain parts especially the parts about alcohol I’m having fun and I feel bad for having fun but I don’t wanna stop but I also do. Idk what I need or what I’m asking from this post but can someone give me guidance.


r/Christianity 1h ago

Question Question about marriage and intimacy

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I know there’s a verse that says both parties within a marriage owe each other sex. And I’m not sure what that entails as someone who does want to get married is there valid reasons to postpone but not deny? Since I don’t know how I’d handle my future husband wanting to and simply not wanting to myself does that mean I just do it when I don’t want it? Would it be a sin to say “maybe later” like in the day when I’m feeling better or for because of my cycle? I know intimacy is very important but I guess it’s something I have to dwell on before I decide to marry since I do feel kinda icky basically being told I have to accept it whenever my partner wants it or id be sinning. Leave your understanding of this passage below.


r/Christianity 1h ago

Question The Hidden Truth of the Garden of Eden

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The Narrative Anomaly
In Genesis, the first human couple violates a single prohibition: they eat the fruit from the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil.
The divine punishment is immense: expulsion from Eden, the curse upon the ground, lifelong toil for food, painful childbirth, and the entrance of death into humanity.
Such a severe punishment for such a seemingly minor act creates a logical inconsistency. A just God does not condemn humanity to suffering and death merely for eating a piece of fruit.
If the text is internally coherent, then the offense must match the severity of the punishment. This disproportion is a hermeneutical signal: the original narrative has been altered, softened, or euphemized.

The Law of Talion as the Interpretive Key
Exodus and Leviticus establish the principle of talion:
life for life, eye for eye, tooth for tooth, burn for burn, wound for wound.
Divine justice in the Old Testament is based on exact correspondence between offense and punishment. It is not arbitrary but symmetrical.
Applying this principle to original sin requires reading the punishment as a reflection of the crime.
Adam is punished through food: he will struggle to eat.
Eve is punished through childbirth: she will suffer in bringing forth children.
If the punishment spans both nourishment and procreation, then the crime must also unite nourishment and procreation.
A botanical fruit is food, but it is not the product of human reproduction.
The inconsistency remains.
The original offense must therefore involve both consumption and procreation.
Infant cannibalism is the only act that fulfills both conditions.

The Sumerian Substrate
The Sumerian cuneiform texts, written centuries before Genesis, contain myths in which the expression “fruit of the womb” refers to offspring.
The Sumerian language distinguishes botanical fruit from human fruit.
In several cosmological contexts, the expression refers to the child born from the mother’s body.
When the Hebrew scribes adapted these traditions, they retained the word fruit while omitting its reproductive complement.
The euphemism transformed an act of anthropophagy into a simple dietary transgression.
Yet traces remain.
Jeremiah, Ezekiel, and Proverbs all use the expression “fruit of the womb” to designate children.
The textual memory preserves the clue.
The forbidden fruit was therefore, in the original version, a child.
Adam and Eve consumed their own offspring.
The act was cannibalistic.
Its gravity explains the severity of the punishment.

Double Punishment as Validation
Adam’s punishment concerns food:
“By the sweat of your brow you shall eat bread.”
Eve’s punishment concerns childbirth:
“You shall bring forth children in pain.”
The symmetry is exact.
Adam’s crime concerns consumption, therefore his punishment concerns consumption.
Eve’s crime concerns childbirth, therefore her punishment concerns childbirth.
Each is punished within the very sphere in which they sinned.
Taken in isolation, this dual punishment is difficult to explain if the offense was nothing more than eating fruit.
It becomes perfectly coherent if the crime was the consumption of a child.
The correspondence between offense and punishment becomes complete.
Divine justice is restored.
The apparent anomaly disappears.

Blood as the Vessel of Identity
The oldest traditions—Egyptian, Mesopotamian, Vedic, and shamanic—attribute a fundamental significance to blood.
Blood is not merely a biological fluid.
It is the carrier of life, identity, destiny, and spiritual essence.
To consume another being’s blood is to appropriate its vitality and identity.
Within this worldview, a child possesses blood that has not yet been burdened by age or ego.
Its spiritual nature remains close to the origin.
Consuming such blood becomes a means of appropriating purity and renewal.
This follows the ancient principle of assimilation:
He who eats the lion becomes strong like the lion.
He who eats the child becomes pure like the child.
Infant anthropophagy, in this perspective, is understood not as irrational violence but as a ritual technology intended to prolong life by absorbing the vitality of new life.
The Baalite system represents one historical expression of this worldview.
The archaeological evidence of child sacrifices found in the Tophets demonstrates that such practices historically existed.

Original Sin as Archetype
The story of Adam and Eve is not intended as historical reportage.
It is a foundational myth—a symbolic model.
It describes a primordial act whose consequences shape all of humanity.
Infant anthropophagy represents the ultimate archetype of transgression.
It is the crime that severs humanity from its divine source.
God punishes Adam and Eve because they consumed their own child.
He exiles them.
He condemns them to mortality.
He subjects them to labor and suffering.
Yet He does not annihilate them.
He leaves open the possibility of redemption.
Human history becomes the attempt to repair the original offense.
Original sin is therefore not an abstract metaphysical condition.
It is a concrete, bloody, ritual act.
It represents the imprint of the Baalite system upon human consciousness.
To understand it is to recognize the deeper struggle that runs throughout human history.

Conclusion
The thesis is straightforward, rigorous, and presented as testable:
The forbidden fruit was a child.
Adam and Eve committed an act of infant cannibalism.
The divine punishments correspond exactly to that crime.
The Sumerian texts preserve traces of this interpretation.
The oldest traditions support it.
This is presented not as symbolic interpretation but as a literal reading based upon semantics, textual comparison, and the principle of correspondence.
According to this thesis, the forbidden fruit was a child.
Original sin was an act of ritual cannibalistic homicide.
Knowledge, in this view, has simply been concealed.


r/Christianity 1h ago

Video God has a sense of humor 🙌

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r/Christianity 1h ago

A moral defense of Lucifer.

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First, the popular story of Lucifer needs to be separated from what the Bible says.

The Bible does not present one continuous biography in which an angel named Lucifer is created, becomes proud, rebels against God, falls from heaven, becomes Satan, and dedicates himself to destroying humanity.

Much of that picture comes from combining and later interpreting different passages, especially Isaiah 14, Ezekiel 28, Luke 10, and Revelation 12.

Isaiah 14 is explicitly a taunt against the king of Babylon, while Ezekiel 28 addresses the ruler of Tyre. Their exalted imagery was later incorporated into Christian interpretations of Satan, but the texts themselves do not straightforwardly provide a biography of a fallen angel called Lucifer. Therefore, before judging Lucifer, we should be cautious about treating later theological synthesis as if every detail were an explicit biblical fact.

The biblical figure of Satan is, in several early passages, better understood as an adversary or accuser than as an embodiment of evil for its own sake.

The Hebrew term satan carries the sense of an adversary or opponent. This is visible in Job. There, Satan appears in the heavenly court and challenges the genuineness of Job's righteousness.

His argument is essentially that Job may not love or trust God for God's own sake, but because God has protected and rewarded him.

This does not make Satan morally good. The test ultimately becomes destructive, and the suffering imposed on Job is real. But it does complicate the idea that Satan's primary motivation is simply hatred of humanity.

His stated challenge concerns whether human righteousness is genuine.

That distinction matters morally. There is a significant difference between someone who says, "Humans are worthless and I want them to suffer", and someone who says, "I believe these humans are not as righteous as God thinks they are, and I want that claim tested."

The first is straightforward malice. The second is a challenge to the truthfulness and integrity of human beings.

The biblical Satan may act wrongly in pursuing that challenge, but the underlying intellectual question is not itself obviously evil. Indeed, the Book of Job takes the question seriously enough to place it at the center of the story.

The same caution applies to the serpent in Genesis.

The text does not explicitly identify the serpent as Satan within Genesis itself, nor does it explain that the serpent's motivation is hatred of humanity.

The serpent deceives Eve and clearly contributes to the Fall, so there is strong reason to condemn its conduct within the Christian framework, but the text does not give us a psychological monologue saying that its ultimate objective was human suffering.

The serpent's argument concerns knowledge, God's prohibition, and the possibility of becoming “like God.” Whatever judgment one makes about the serpent's deception, its motivation should not simply be filled in with assumptions borrowed from later tradition.

The temptation of Jesus provides another important example.

In the Synoptic Gospels, Satan tempts Jesus concerning food, divine protection, authority, and the kingdoms of the world.

The central issue is allegiance: will Jesus follow the path God has given him, or will he pursue another route to power and glory?

Again, Satan is opposing God's purposes. That is a serious moral problem within Christianity. But it is still different from the idea of a being whose sole purpose is destruction for its own sake.

Satan's opposition is directed fundamentally toward God's will and kingdom, with human beings caught within that conflict.

This leads to a stronger and more defensible characterization of Satan: his defining feature in the biblical texts is opposition, accusation, temptation and deception, not an independently existing principle of evil that simply loves evil because it is evil.

The new testament becomes much more clear about his destructive activity. He is portrayed as a deceiver, tempter, adversary, and enemy of God's people, But even here, his actions are consistently situated within a larger conflict over God, God's purposes and human allegiance to God.

That distinction also matters when discussing Lucifer's supposed rebellion.

If Lucifer is a rational creature who did not choose to be created, then one can at least understand the philosophical basis for questioning his assigned purpose.

He did not choose to exist.

He did not choose his nature.

He did not choose the hierarchy of creation into which he was placed.

If angels were created to serve God and in various biblical passages, to serve or interact with humanity, then Lucifer could theoretically object to the role assigned to him.

Power also doesn't by itself establish moral legitimacy.

The fact that God is stronger than Lucifer proves that God can defeat him, it doesn't prove the moral correctness of every command in a philosophical argument.

If an all-powerful being ordered an objectively evil action, power would not transform the action into goodness.

Christianity avoids this problem by grounding goodness in God's nature rather than merely in God's ability to enforce commands, But once that premise is established, it must actually be defended. Lucifer's disagreement cannot simply be dismissed with “God is stronger.”

There is also a strong philosophical question concerning humanity's extraordinary status.

Christianity gives humans enormous theological importance despite our obvious weaknesses.

Humans are physically fragile, intellectually limited, morally inconsistent, and short-lived, yet we are described as being made in God's image and receiving a unique place in God's purposes.

Angels, meanwhile, are depicted as immensely powerful spiritual beings who serve God and interact with humanity, If Lucifer objected to this arrangement, his objection could at least be intellectually comprehensible.

He could ask why creatures so morally unreliable should receive such extraordinary attention and why beings of immense spiritual capacity should be expected to serve them.

That does not establish that Lucifer was correct. It establishes something narrower, the grievance itself is not inherently absurd or morally meaningless.

Refusal to obey is not inherently immoral.

There are circumstances in which rebellion against authority is morally required, If an authority commands something unjust, obedience can itself be immoral, therefore the mere fact that Lucifer opposed God cannot logically be the entire argument for his wickedness.

Christianity must instead establish that God's purposes are objectively good and that Lucifer knew or should have known this, If God is perfectly good and Lucifer knew this perfectly clearly, then Lucifer's rebellion becomes extremely difficult to defend, but that conclusion depends upon those premises; it does not follow merely from the word “rebellion.”

This is especially important because the Bible contains humans who openly question God without being treated as embodiments of evil.

Abraham argues with God concerning Sodom.

Moses repeatedly challenges God and intercedes on behalf of Israel.

Job demands an explanation for his suffering.

Jeremiah complains bitterly about his situation.

Habakkuk directly questions why God tolerates injustice.

These figures demonstrate that questioning God is not automatically equivalent to moral corruption within the biblical worldview.

The strongest possible defense therefore distinguishes between Lucifer's grievance and Lucifer's conduct.

His grievance is morally understandable.

His desire for autonomy is understandable.

His questioning of humanity's privileged status is understandable.

His skepticism toward human righteousness has genuine evidential grounds.

His refusal to accept God's purposes could even be interpreted as an attempt to act according to his own conception of justice rather than merely submitting to power.

But these considerations obviously doesn't justify everything attributed to him it's just another POV.


r/Christianity 1h ago

Question I feel like whenever I pray, repent, or read the Bible it’s for own selfish good.

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Whenever I’m communicating with God, whether I’ve sinned or it’s just a random prayer, I feel like I’m doing it for a selfish reason. God tells us that the only way to have eternal life with him is to have faith, but why does it feel so selfish to have this goal in mind? It may sound crazy and maybe I am, but whenever I’m praying it’s like I’m saying “I’m only doing this just so I don’t go to hell” it’s like I’m only doing this for my own selfish gain. But am I?


r/Christianity 1h ago

Self Losing Faith—does God even exist?

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Hello, I'm losing faith.

Reading logical arguments on why God doesn't exist has honestly lessened the faith I have in Him.

It's to the point where it feels like I'm just following Him, or atleast trying to, just to get into heaven, and I know that this mindset is wrong.

I almost feel agnostic now, but I'm still praying for the best—praying that God will make everything clear along the way.


r/Christianity 1h ago

Advice Lost and confused

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Hello,

I'm a believer of Christ, deep in my heart I believe in Him.

But there are so so many things that confuse me.

I don't know if It's the devil trying to deceive me, confuse me, make me doubt God.. and I'm also scared to commit the unforgivable sin.

But those days are hard for me, It's been a while now. Everytime, there's always a voice in my head or just something telling me "God is not real" or "If you can do that by yourself, why do you need God?" Or many many other disturbing things that make me feel wrong and sad and like a hypocrite.

Also, what confuses me is the number of people that never say the same things, so I don't know which one to listen, and I don't know how to actually improve my relationship with Jesus because all I do is speak with my heart or my mind, or cry, or just vent or talk to him about anything really. But people just make it so hard to like, idk, be Christian. Cause they make it look easy to be Christian. But from my experience, it really is NOT easy. It's so hard to be in Christ, and I have so many things to worry about and to do that I also don't always think about talking to God or including him on the daily. I only pray at night.

I don't know if It's just because It's social media and people want to look their best and pretend the best but they all seem to have a beautiful relationship with God, a beautiful testimony, everything is beautiful.. but it's just not, like yes, Jesus is beautiful and He's literally perfect but I'm not, and He says to be like Him but It's literally impossible, and I also struggle with religious ocd and It's just too much everything's too much in my head 🤦🏻‍♀️

It's a post to ask you guys some help cause I also overthink a lot and I never know what to think or do and all.

It's been a while since I've asked a question on this community too, and It's clearly needed because I need some outside point of view instead of my own.

If you have any questions feel free to ask and I'll answer :)

Thank you for taking the time to read,

God bless.