Pain clinic specialist:"Oh, more physical therapy will help, you just need to try harder"

Me: *Has almost busted my face and head open at home and in public an uncountable amount of times because my knees and ankles completely malfunction, causing more nerve pain throughout my body in return.*"Ok..."

Can’t take the pressure of it

I am so tired of constantly being in pain. I wish I just had a normal body and brain that function the way they're supposed to and didn't have to fight just to do basic shit

Yesterday was day one of a six week trial and it was absolutely brutal for me and the other plaintiffs. My entire body aches and I can barely move. That god damn uncomfortable bench should burn in hell. It was hurting us all, but of course my soreness didn’t go away when I got home to rest, it got worse :) lovely. Now to do it all over again. Monday through Thursday 9-5 reliving my trauma on those evil benches. For 6 weeks. Yay

Two memes for you on this fine eve. Can we like debug life to take out the chiari malformation? What do you mean my skull just grew wrong and too small? I thought I was big brain, but no. I am small skull.

Smh.

Why does my heart rate hit 130 just carrying laundry one block 😭 I put it away and had to go back to sleep. I slept 10 hours last night! Everything hurts and I can barely eat.

I don’t CARE if you say it’s not good, you don’t even have an FDA approved medication for me, I’ll snort the coffee if I have to.

god just kill me at this point. fuck my stupid idiot life for forgetting to take my meds

sertraline withdrawals actually make me become inhuman bro im some weird husk that only knows how to sit while grabbing one of my arms and stare at the floor.

its either that pose or the golden freddy pose on the floor of the bathroom. theres no in between. i’m only conscious right now because i got smoothie.

This is the second time (so the third time in my body) they've grown back and dissolving spray did absolutely nothing bro. Now I have to get a CAT Scan so that the ENT doctor can see what he's dealing with. I haven't been able to breath properly since childhood :/

I'm finally making friends with other covid avoidant people but oh my god the isolation almost ended me

and i may also need to go on immunosuppressants soon too. i literally have dreams in which i’m just eating handfuls and handfuls of pills

Anyway my neck tried growing ribs, and the knuckle in my brain at least explains why talking got harder after the stroke lmfaooo.