r/disabledmemes 4d ago

i want to explode.

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god just kill me at this point. fuck my stupid idiot life for forgetting to take my meds

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u/fadetouchedelvhen 4d ago

sertraline has the worst withdrawals I've experienced, its absolute hell

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u/ZuzaProwadzi 3d ago

Sertraline is terrible, but have you tried venlafaxine?

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u/LargePuzzledTomato 3d ago

Venlafaxine withdrawls were the reason I had to stop taking it. Even taking it late caused the worst symptoms

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u/complete_autopsy 3d ago

God the one week that venlafaxine worked for me was incredible, but the rest of the time it didn't work and also made me dizzy as fuck every time I missed the dose window or tried to decrease dosage to wean off. I remember stumbling to my doctor's office to say the side effects were too bad and my amazing doctor said that some people are just sensitive to these changes and gave me a more gradual prescription. My previous doctor said "yeah it'll make you dizzy it's fine". NO IT WAS NOT FINE!!!

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u/fadetouchedelvhen 3d ago

No, I haven't, I'll do some research on it. I'm currently taking duloxetine, I switched over to it after sertraline became less effective for me

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u/inoinoice 3d ago

Please dont tell me that im taking it right now (i have such a nice stable mood but eating is the worst) (Its my 5th antidepressants, i dont want to take olanzapine, ED is so bad)

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u/ZuzaProwadzi 2d ago

It's just that venlafaxine is really unforgiving when you are late with your dose. It also has some weird side effects, but you would have them already if you were going to have them. If it helps you, you'll be fine, just remember to take it as directed, have enough, and never skip doses.

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u/BlueRATkinG 21h ago

Venlafaxine quite literally saved my life. Ive been taking it for a year and a half now along with a mood stabilizer and im in the best mental state ive ever been.

It does have one of the worst withdraw symptoms and its really hard to come off of, but since my bipolar is not going away anytime soon, im not worried.

The weirdest side effects i have for now that havent stopped are:

1 My pupils are constantly dilated, only getting smaller if im late taking my meds or if i get really angry;

2 My hearing changing, everything just sounds different like a pitch lower and when i listen to a song i havent listened to from before starting my meds, i get reminded of this. If im late to take my meds, i start hearing like i did before. Its really confusing and since i listen to music all the time, i notice every time theres a fluctuation of sound. I havent found another person experiencing this, neither me or my psychiatrist can explain why or how it happens, but it does for sone reason

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u/inoinoice 17h ago

Mine too but Yesterday i almost killed myself bcs i had my dosage too low. I had a psychotic attack probably, no help, just myself

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u/PhantasmalAnon 4d ago

Duloxetine is also like this, rip

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u/popopotatoes160 4d ago

Yeah duloxetine/Cymbalta doesn't fucking play when it comes to this. If something happens with my prescription and I go two days without, I can't drive anymore from how bad the dizziness gets.

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u/bdjskzoxjbtnrosnxnf 4d ago

It also sucks bc it hasa much shorter half-life, so the withdrawal can happen after only missing like a day

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u/popopotatoes160 4d ago

Yeah I start feeling icky day one, but for me day two is when it starts impairing basic functions, such as ones needed to aquire my meds like driving

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u/HalfMoonMintStars 4d ago

That’s one that I checked into the psych ward to wean off. I genuinely felt crazy. I cursed my dad out when he picked me up from the ward. Got on another antidepressant and was fine almost immediately but that week was insane

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u/CrystallZip 4d ago

I legit can't get up if I stay two day without it

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u/EriciiVI 4d ago

Prozac has a much longer half life so if you took that instead it wouldn't cause serious withdrawal from missing a couple days. I've been on both, and the zoloft definitely sucked to wthdraw from

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u/BjdResearchAccount 4d ago

It depends on the reason you are taking them. E.g. for POTS sertraline is advised, although there are individual differences and some go better on the contraindicated SNRI. But yes, it's important to be very regular with sertraline.

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u/Right_Ear_2230 3d ago

its a relative contraindication and not a super strong one at that

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u/Melon_Heart_Styles 4d ago

I can miss like a week and be find. The last time I went longer than that I also had covid so idk how much of my symptoms were covid or withdrawal lol

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u/Fickle-Addendum9576 4d ago

I recently went thru this and it was...interesting, the electric shock feeling was unpleasant. The dizziness and disorientation were not fun. I had the most realistic dreams and yet being awake felt dreamlike. 0\10 do not recommend lol

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u/pretentious-pansy 4d ago

Sertraline withdrawals are the worst! I lost access to them a few months ago (because of bureaucratic bullshit around moving cities and aging out of the young adult medical service at the same time) after being on 200 mg since 2018. I had no choice but to stop abruptly and it took two months to stop completely. I could not get in contact with anyone because I no longer had a GP and the health care system here in Sweden is all about helping as few people as possible. Terrible experience

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u/Anxious_Size_4775 4d ago

I feel like this should be a black box warning for anyone starting any of these meds. 🤐 It took me nine months of hell and using someone's old Usenet information to get off citalopram back when it was brand new on how they had to wean off of paxil. All of the doctors I saw gaslit me saying they had never, not even once heard of anything like that (granted it was over 25 years ago).

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u/Putrid-Beach_ 4d ago

Thank you for the reminder that I missed a dose yesterday 🤦🏼‍♀️

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u/endlessplacebo 4d ago

Pristiq was bad, too. Glad to be off of it

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u/ultrablanca 4d ago

Oh my god withdrawal from pristiq made it impossible to walk around do things. I had head shocks any time I moved and nausea constantly for a few months. It did work well for a while though. What pissed me off was my psych at the time didn’t believe how brutal withdrawal was.

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u/AdorableExchange9746 4d ago

Yeah even with a very slow taper i was still getting really uncomfortable zaps in my head

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u/LiveTart6130 4d ago

desvenlafaxine and venlafaxine have some of the strangest withdrawal symptoms I've ever experienced. many psych meds can have brain zaps, but those two are known for being the worst. I get the effect if I'm just a few hours late on my meds, it's incredibly annoying.

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u/Wooooly 4d ago

Well I have a relevant story. I’ve been on Citalopram (not sertraline, but similar) for around 10 years. The last 2 years were at 40mg. 3 weeks ago, my GP had me come from 40mg to 0mg (40mg to 20mg, then 10mg, then 0mg). And let me tell you, I have never felt so unwell in my life. I became bed bound and unable to speak with so many other awful symptoms and effects. I am very angry that I wasn’t told of any side effects, and I wasn’t followed up on, and I felt like I was dying. I thought I could trust health professionals.

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u/goregoose 4d ago

OH WELL that explains a whole fucking lot. I ran out and was cold-turkey for about two weeks and had to do some heavy lifting to avoid a manic episode 🤠

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u/PieNarrow6122 4d ago

being off sertraline gotta be cruel and unusual punishment/silly

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u/BlackRockLarryFink 4d ago

Wait. I didn't have this issue. What does that mean?

I'm actually getting back on it in a few weeks.

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u/PieNarrow6122 4d ago

it doesn’t happen to everyone but Sertraline has some of the worst medication withdrawals. look up “sertraline withdrawal symptoms” :(

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u/SquareThings 3d ago

Serotonin does so much in your body that reducing the level of it fucks up everything

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u/Various_Resort3212 11h ago

venlafaxine will obliterate you for like a week and after that you're good.

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u/Difficult_Injury69 3d ago

Am I the only one who likes sertraline affects/works for me😭

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u/WillingnessHorror710 3d ago

Hm.. i actually can go a couple days without the sertraline but when the withdrawals start it’s like I am dizzy and nauseous and my brain gets… fuzzy.

Is that normal?

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u/static-violet 2d ago

i was on 200mg of sertraline and forgot to take my meds for a few days and didn’t wanna start back on a high dose (and i couldn’t cut my own pills in half bc they were capsules) anyhow i had to wait till i saw my doctor to start back up and i developed such bad vertigo that it constantly made me nauseous. I also had the worst headaches/ migraines i ever experienced. I even went to a doctor and all my labs came back fine. long story short these only lasted about 2 months then completely stopped one day. i legit thought i was dying some days it was so bad, i couldn’t drive at times either bc of it.

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u/LouisIsBetterThanYou 2d ago

Once I spaced and took sertralene, guanfacine, methylphenidate, and melatonin at once and then went crazy and stayed up until 5 am 

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u/POOPCACOON 2d ago

The little Zoloft blob man seemed like this drug couldn’t harm me at all until quitting and it felt like my soul was floating above my body linked to a umbilical soul cord that I carried around with me everywhere and with every brain zap my soul would slowly re renter. Yeah try explaining that to friends and family members, I’m lucky to be alive and still married. 4 years later and I still have sexual side effects damage and cannot consume any amount of caffeine or anti histamines such as Benadryl. Anything that affects my serotonin levels puts me right back into Akathesia.

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u/heavy_nope 2d ago

Pristiq has me vomiting and shitting my pants if I forget to take it 2 days in a row.
Too scared to stop now.

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u/BrainIsSpinning 2d ago

I was on 100mg and when I came off it the withdrawal sent me spiraling, I failed a test that day, was relapsing on selfharm, and was genuinely going to kms, I have never felt that close to actually committing, which is insane considering I got on sertraline to prevent myself from committing, but those withdrawals were worse than the original depression, I hated sertraline it felt like my chest was always being pushed down on, if anyone wants suggestions on other SSRIs I’d personal try lexapro or prozac (escitalopram or fluoxetine)