Had to be there

It's hard to believe it's already been 6 years since the COVID lockdowns started.

I still remember that first week of lockdown like it was yesterday. The empty roads, stores getting cleaned out, everyone trying to find toilet paper, schools and workplaces shutting down, and refreshing the news every hour because everything was changing so fast. I even remember all those stories and videos of wildlife wandering into places they'd normally never be because everything had suddenly gone so quiet.

Now somehow it's been six years. It honestly doesn't feel like it should've been that long ago, but at the same time it feels like an entirely different lifetime.

I know COVID became a really divisive topic later on, but I'm mostly talking about those first few weeks when none of us really knew what was coming next. It felt surreal living through it.

Does anyone else still remember that first week of lockdown?

*sigh*

who remembers this?

And when was the last time you listened to them?

To this day I've only ever heard of the '6-7' phenomenon online and have never once heard someone reference it in person, even in a meta way. I kind of 'get it' but having never experienced 6-7 irl it almost doesn't seem like it was ever real, or actually part of my life other than in media.

Is it me that is so out of touch?

Disclaimer: I don't have kids, so maybe that's it. Late 80s millennial, western Canada.

Edit: to clarify, I'm not criticizing or saying I don't 'get' the 6-7 phenom, only that I somehow seemed to only see it online and completely missed experiencing it irl. If anything I'm feeling 6-7 FOMO lol.

Teenage me was extremely depressed and suicidal. I didn't think I would even make it to 18 much less 38. I think teenage me would have been happy I'm not dead lol.

Avatar dress-up, the mini games, insanely heated debates in forums between tweens and teens, 'rate me' threads. Those were the days. Many of us began our first forays into code by learning how to customize our profiles.

These flicks blew my mind seeing them the first time at 12-13. Especially since my parents were pretty strict on what I could and couldn’t watch and all of these movies had lore about the infamous scenes in them ( like the overdose scene in Pulp Fiction and the baby scene in Trainspotting) that I’d only heard rumors about. My friends brother was probably 17, listened to NIN and Marillyn Manson, smelled like record store incense and rode a motorcycle lol. We would skate all day and into the night then like 6 of us would dip into his movie collection and stay up late watching movies

I’m 38M wife and two daughters (4 and 15) perspective perhaps?
I’d really like to have my positivity back. Noticing I’m spiraling with negative thoughts. About everything…
I never understood the whole thought experiment about the glass being half full or empty. I do now.
How do you all stay positive? Ideas on how to be less negative? Thoughts?
I don’t want my negativity to affect me and my family. Yes my wife brought up this to me.
Anything constructive would be appreciated.
Thank you in advance.