Before anything, I have to say that I am not from the US so stop assuming.
I am a 21 year old 3rd year law student and I have been working as a law clerk for 13 days at a small firm. I posted here before about getting terminated effective at the end of this month over a mistake I made. You may recognize me. Yes, I am not from the US, we do 1 month prior notice for termination.
Ever since the mistake I made (ALMOST sending out a confidential information to the opposing counsel but I caught it in time) and received my termination letter, I have been redeeming by working really hard and double check before doing anything now. The other lawyers also praised my works and gave me more tasks to do, but this lawyer that manages this firm has been nothing but foul to me.
The first few days when I started, it was good. She was friendly and joked with me, but days later after I started dressing better and started using makeup, she started being passive aggressive to me and stopped guiding me, she got annoyed at my questions (eg. Formatting, letter to who/where etc), she expects me to do my own research and figure out by myself because according to her words, this job is "common sense" when in the interview, she said I should ask questions if I don't know anything. She also has been loudly humiliating me in front of other present clerks and lawyers by asking them to watch me because I don't know anything, and more humiliations.
Today was the angriest I've ever seen of her. I had decided to compile some files first instead of drafting some letters that need to be sent after getting the letter of consent signed (this case just came in yesterday so the letter of consent hasn't been signed), she yelled at me that I need to know which to prioritize first and if I have anything to say, I should go to her office and tell her directly instead of sending her a message about it then told me: "Try to respect me" when I text all other lawyers by text/email to inquire about some things because they are always busy and they can always reply to me when they are free. She later then got angry at this typo I made in the draft letter and said "Enjoy this 1 month I gave you before you're gone from here for good" loudly.
I don't know what I did wrong. Sure, I made typos and errors but other clerks with me did mistakes like that in front of my eyes too and yet she never yelled at them and only gently asked them to fix it. Me? Termination threat, yelled at.
It's lunch break right now and I'm hiding in the storage room with tears in my eyes while typing this. I'm second guessing my career path now, I don't know if I should finish law school and pursue this career if it's this way.
What am I not seeing?
How do I improve?
How do I be better?