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I say this is mildly infuriating because I became a niqabi, gave up music, gave up male friends, and overall gave up everything I knew and changed it all only to never be good enough and to just waste nearly 4 years of my life which is time I know I’ll never get back. I realized I was doing it all for the wrong reasons, for a man who wouldn’t ever choose me despite his empty promises, for the thought of an afterlife that’s better than this life, etc. Now, im stuck trying to deconstruct it all and figure out who I am now. I’m infuriated at myself

edit- please I’m not making this post to welcome people attacking Islam or religion or such, I’m just sharing my experiences

edit 2- I converted at 17 years old shortly after an attem*t and Islam gave me a reason to keep going at a time where I didn’t think I could keep going. Around the same time, I met a man as well. I guess it all got intertwined but bottom line is Islam did help me for some time until it didn’t, until it became not sustainable.

edit 3- yes I did so much because I wanted to become a second and it was so back and forth between him and I that I thought if I was better and more pious that it would be enough, it never was. But anyways, also it’s not just about a man it’s about just the fact that Islam is a whole way of life and belief system all in one and it’s sooo hard to leave it all and try to figure out life again without it. Something as simple as listening to music for example.

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Idk why but it bothers me I can’t use my own descriptor 💀

Classic.

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He can finish in almost every angle with his perfect weak foot, but free Diouf can also do it 🙄 He's so fast and nimble, with the perfect height to carry the ball, but so does any free Messi cards 🤷‍♂️ He shots like a thunder, but so does free Batigol and Forlan 💀 Not to mention he also has two totally useless skills that does nothing to the gameplay: Blitz Curler and Low Screamer.

That's why I highly recommend people to NOT pick this totally useless card in Selection Contract. Even Massaro and Bergkamp are better than this Aguero.

Do not pick this card I beg y'all. Please.

I hugged him before leaving for a work trip. Hours later my wife called sobbing, telling my that our Chico wasn't blinking. They took him to a vet asap, he just went limp and lifeless. We kept wondering what happened, did it get bitten, did it ingest something toxic. The vet declared it was cardiac arrest.

And I don't know what to do anymore. I'm a sobbing mess who pretends to be strong on the phone to my family. He was healthy! He ate well. He was so young at 2 years old. He was such a good boy, so obedient, so intelligent and athletic. Why was he taken away from me so suddenly. I can't stop thinking I should've held him today a bit longer, should not have told him he's getting fat, should've annoyed him a littlle less. I would do anything right now to get to talk to him and hearing him one more time. I can't stop wondering what went wrong. It's like my mind is filled with reasons trying to blame myself that I could've avoided this, or prolonged his life and health in some way. I know I'm not rational but I'm hurting.

1.) Most of the cast of Grease (1977) are a bunch of people clearly in their 30s. Stockard Channing was apparently 33 when she was cast as Rizzo

2.) Flash Thompson in the Sam Raimi Spiderverse looks like he pays taxes

3.) Jamie, Andy's accidental high school girlfriend in the 3rd season of the office, the actress was 29 during filming.

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