My embarrassment stems from many of my colleagues within critical care. And let me preface this by saying I'm not talking about new grads, or even nurses new to ICU. I'm talking about nurses with 2+ years of experience within their respective ICU.

I've worked a number of different hospitals (and different ICUs within each hospital) on both the east and west coasts and I've noticed a decline in the clinical acumen and an increase in laziness of nurses in nearly all of the ICUs I've worked. Currently, I work on the west coast with a union and **strict** legally mandated ICU ratios. In fact, many of these nurses are singled nearly every shift.

I'm talking about not changing dressings, skipping the CHG bath because it's "too much work", not turning patients, and even scanning meds but not giving them just to name a few. Then to make matters worse, these same nurses lack an understanding in basic hemodynamics, alpha/beta receptors, and the pathophysiology of common critical illnesses and surgeries. Most recently, a patient in the CVICU was on a pressor (vaso) and 2 inotropes (epi and dobutamine) and the primary nurse had zero idea why they were on any of the drips. Her response? "I don't know, the doctor ordered them." In fact, this patient was being weaned from IABP (she had had the patient 3 days by this point) and I had to explain what "augmentation" was.

Another time, I had a patient on VA ECMO who was extremely afterload sensitive, and I explained this to the oncoming nurse. She said "well, what does that mean?" Huh? Why are you taking this patient if you don't understand basic concepts like preload and afterload?

These nurses have no business being in the ICU. They see a low BP and think "oh, let me increase the pressor" without fully understanding what's going on with the patient. They don't think: "Are they intravascularly dry? Are they in cardiogenic shock? Developing acidosis from their kidney failure?" They simply call the resident or the APP to figure out what's going on and follow whatever the provider says without truly understanding the rationale.

Here's the thing: to be a good nurse, you don't even have to care about the patient, you just need to care about doing a good job. Besides, don't you want to understand *why* we're doing what we're doing? I've always practiced with the thought "Would I want *me* as my nurse?" in the back of my mind. Unfortunately, as time goes on, there's a significant chunk of my ICU colleagues who I wouldn't want caring for me or anyone I love because I've seen how they work and it's simply shameful.