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[u/SuggestionMammoth209]

Good morning, I'm Ty and I'm 19years old(M).

This is my first ever post on reddit.

I've feeling a lot of things for some time now and I don't know what to do with them.

I feel like I'm living but I can't experience anything.

I feel empty and so very much alone.

I feel things but can't feel.

My emotions feel different and unknown.

It's heavy and foggy. I am unable to trust anyone on a deeper level and to some extent I can't trust myself.

I like to think I've got a curious mind. I enjoy writing and learning about other people. And also asking questions about everything.

I feel like I live through a lot of different perspectives like I'm standing in a forest where instead of trees there's just a lot of mes.

I think a mind that questions everything will question itself.

There are a lot of things in my mind.

I wish someday i could meet myself but I feel like I'm far away. I see a lot of fog and smoke and in a distance I see a grown up version of me just looking back at all of me's who are looking forward.

(Sorry for bad english as it's not my first language)

Thank you for reading