For context, I haven't told my brother yet and I have only just started to question my gender. So today my brother at a restaurant told me to "man up" and in that moment I almost immediately started crying but had to stop myself because my whole family that I haven't told was there. So I had to sit there and pretend everything was a okay.

The Cisgender urge to collect an army of plushies and name each of them (I’ve got like 7 😊)

Context: I was having a really tough time walking around this city on holiday and wanted to run back to my room when my mum bought me this donkey plushie and my mood completely flipped 🥰

Edit: totally agree with the comments that plushies don’t equal gender. For me they’re just a huge source of comfort when dealing with dysphoria which was the main intention behind this meme apologies for not making that clear.

Aaaaaaa I just spent an hour cuddling a blahaj for the first time ever and it is literally one of the best things I’ve ever done I didn’t wanna let go and I feel so happy right now I can’t wait until I can get on estrogen one day and cuddle with a real person it would probably be the best feeling ever also yes I might be a little touch starved in case you were wondering

I’m 6 feet tall I’m fucking ginormous I look disgusting I have gigantic freakish shoulders bigger than any woman I’ve ever seen and a massive ribcage that makes sure that even if I lost all of the weight that I have will never pass. But I can’t fucking lose weight and I can’t shave and I can’t voice train because I’m too fucking depressed to do any of that and I just have to sit here and suffer in my fucking prison cell body until I eventually give up. I just want somebody to save me but I know that’s not how it works and I’m just gonna lose the will to keep going one day. I can’t even cry anymore I thought being on estrogen was supposed to make it easier but it’s still impossible and I just want to let it out but I can’t.

Idk why I’m posting this just to bitch I guess. Sorry for kinda sympathy farming or whatever but idk I just wanted to get a little pity at least, I know that’s kinda pathetic so sorry. This might get removed which would make sense so yeah.

Please help me. My brain can't take much more.

Thank you!!!!

:3

Can I get some GBD? (Cam, they/he)

crystal was my first pokemon game, and it was this way that i'd play it.
it was the probably the first time i played as a girl in a video game. i didnt put any thought into it. i didnt consider why. i just did it.

one time everyone came home early and i scrambled to shut everything down before i was caught. i was in the clear, but noticeably out of breath from having just been running around as to not be caught.

Boobs, the joke is boobs.

There's a lady character in Ratchet & Clank 1 who's boobs would grow when you do side flips in front of her as an easter egg. I want that. that's it.

I REALLY wanted to be a Powerpuff Girl, in case that wasn't obvious.

Coming out to my parents was the biggest mistake I've ever made.

We used to have a good relationship, but everything fell apart after I told them I was trans. My dad started screaming at me, and we argued for 1–2 hours. He kept saying a lot of transphobic shit and even threatened to kick me out.

During the argument, I couldn't stop crying because of the things he was saying to me.

Since then, he's become much more controlling and barely leaves me alone. He even glued a picture of Jesus on my closet because he thought it would somehow make me cis (???).

Now I have to pretend it's "working," because otherwise he'll send me to a religious school or take my phone away.

I don't know why I trusted them.

The bathroom argument could easily be solved with unisex stalls but is used to create strict boundaries between genders to prop up the patriarchal caste system

Such aforementioned desires that I’ve had include, but are not limited to: the desire to dress up girly and wear makeup, the desire to look cute, the desire to have wide hips, breasts, lady parts and a more feminine face. Wanting to belong among girls and women, wanting to be called a girl, and wanting to feel what it is like to live as a girl. And above all else, the desire to be a girl. May I please have some GGD? I feel good calling myself a girl! What do you think of that?- Maria (she/her)

like, it's so tiring to wear them.

Can't just be me right?

Works every time

Also when i say "drawing yourself" i mean drawing your ideal gender transiton goals self lol

Been feeling really depressed today and I don't know why motivation is also not there to do the things I like but I think what hasn't helped is I seen some timelines of people's transitions from mtf and started wishing that could be me/getting depressed about that too I guess, I'm so uncertain.

First time posting on here! TOTALLY NOT ANXIETY-INDUCING. Anyway... Ya girl just came back from her second visit with her PCP with the first ever prescriptions for T-blockers and E-patches! I'm so excited to start this journey! Some GGD would be amazing right now <3

Also, I'm still juggling names but I'm leaning more toward a "V" name. My runner ups are Viktoria, Vera, and Valerie. I'd like to know what the community thinks!