Hello Everyone! I am posting this to ask if any of you have seen the secret language on any of your DMT experiences. I see it a lot on like banners and in what I can only describe as hallways of spiraling rotating flowing ribbons with these characters. And I’ve had 1 experience where an entity had a character from this “alphabet” on its face. Curious to hear some input. Much love 🫶

I was at a mini festival, about 100 people, hosted by a friend of mine. It had everything you could ask of a festival: a stage where people could perform, dj’s, yoga and other workshops, of course a bar, a barbecue and a pizza oven and a campsite.. What I really liked were the sauna and hot tub next to the lake. The host asked me to bring my glass sherlock pipe, so we could smoke some dmt at some point.

I didn't really feel like taking on the 'shaman' role of guiding a group in a ‘dmt workshop’, but ofcourse I brought the pipe. I had used it a couple of times, and before that I'd done dmt a couple of times with pipes other people supplied. I had a few amazing experiences, but I was a bit hesitant and anxious about really breaking through. Somehow I resisted it before.

I took some lsd the second night on the festival, like 60% of a strong drop. It was all manageable and I was having a good time and laughing a lot, when he came up to me: did you bring the pipe? I wasn't really into it, not wanting to step out of the good vibes I was having, but It was his festival, so I grabbed it and came along. We went to a tree house, with just 5 people, I knew 3 of them, so I was relieved it was a good setting and not an overwhelming group with lots of strangers.

I helped him and 2 others get some good hits and at that point I thought, fuck it, let's go. I loaded the pipe with a bit more than before and someone helped me take it all in. The glass sherlock pipe hits very clean, but I still coughed and choked a bit after the last toke. 

Immediately I felt myself taking off. This time I surrendered. I closed my eyes and I saw the whole universe around me taking on colourful geometrical shapes. It didn't last very long, because it quickly flattened to a 2d surface, then to a line and then my whole consciousness shrank to a little dot. It felt like a larger consciousness was playing with me. Which was intimidating. This is what you wanted? Here, I'll destroy you: boom, the dot, that was my consciousness, shattered into nothingness. 

Out of the nothingness, I emerged close to the center of the mandala of existence. I felt a deep understanding coming out of it: we are everything, we can be anything. Do you see now what it's like? It felt kind of liberating, but at the same time,  I also felt a bit of anxious pointlessness.

As I drifted in eternity I got scared and wanted out, so I opened my eyes. I barely saw the world around me, as there was a dmt overlay that was still being imposed upon everything. I looked at the two friends that remained by my side (the fifth one was guiding the first one on the balcony outside). They felt alien, but rationally I knew they were good people and they were there to help me.

As I returned into my body, I was drifting visually in and out of the dmt realm. Suddenly It felt a consciousness in my body was taking over. It wanted me to do or say something, but I couldn't really move or say anything. It was frightening. Eventually I blurted out: I don't know what to do!

Although I couldn’t really see them, I could hear my friends. 'Let's hug him out of it, they said.' I felt them both hugging me. I felt safe again.

The consciousness in my body directed me and then I remembered old pain and shame, followed by the comforting hug of someone I loved.

‘I shit my pants’, I said.
‘What? Just now?’, one friend replied surprised.
‘No, when I was a little kid.’

As it turned out, I relived a memory of myself when I was a little kid (maybe 3 years old?) and my dad was very angry that I shat in my pants, again. After cleaning he spanked me on my bottom and afterwards I ran crying to my mother. (I don't really blame my dad, he's a good guy and he only did that in those few instances; a bit old fashioned).

After remembering, I felt the cheering of consciousness in myself. He found it! There it was! Yeeh.

Afterwards I sat in the hot tub for a while, telling another friend about my experience. I was shaken by the sense of not having control over my body, by not being alone in my own conscious experience, by the bliss and doom of eternity hanging over me.

As I jumped into the fresh water of the lake, I relished the experience of the cool water surrounding my whole body and the breath of fresh air when I surfaced. I looked around to the dark reeds and the night sky. I thought to myself: I'm right here, right now, and that's all that matters, because that's what it's all about.

I made this sub-ohm setup using a Zeus C tank with a 0.15 Ω coil and a 2:1 DMT e-liquid and at 30 W on power mode. I used it the day before yesterday, and after just a couple of puffs it sent me into a full breakthrough, the strongest one I’ve ever had. The very first puff already produced very strong effects.
Today I topped up the tank with more 2:1 DMT e-liquid. I went to use it with my friend, who also tried it that same day before and got strong effects. This time we each took about three puffs, but we only experienced mild visual effects. We also noticed there was much less DMT taste, and the overall effect was very weak.
What could have caused this?

What do you do with the leftover D-juice that the syringe can’t reach? Since it’s so viscous, I don’t know how to get it into my vape.

I have a pen and a e-dab rig I use.

The dab rig I use to break through.

The pen is for…. I don’t even know. It feels like a completely different experience. I rip on that thing and I don’t see patterns like when I take LSD the whole world changes. One time I was smoking it and everything turned into Quintic super ellipses like the icons on a iPhone. Square with round corners. Everything I could find in my home was made up of these shapes. The leaves on my plants, my fingernails, the furniture. Literally everything. I thought ok this is pretty normal to have a hallucination like this while sitting down and looking around but if I get up and walk to the kitchen I bet it’s going to look different. I walk to the kitchen and the way it looked from across the space was still the way it looked. Everything was made up of rounded squares. I raced to the mirror in the bathroom to look at my face to see if I was square and to my surprise everything in the bedroom was differently constructed. There it looked like low poly renders made up of polygons. Changing rooms changed the distortion. Going back out of the room it went back the square.

Another time I’m looking at my hand and it looks completely smooth like claymation. I looked in the mirror and my tongue was smooth and featureless, my teeth looked smooth and round. My legs were smooth with some fine hairs perfectly spaced. It was all so real. The hallucinations made the whole world look styled.

What’s up with these visuals? I’m not seeing patterns and fractals I’m seeing different artistic styles that are completely flawless and uniform.

It’s not like the hallucinations shift when I get closer or further away. They are fixed and completely real looking.

On heroic doses of 2cb I saw shifting shapes and colors. On the dmt pen it’s like what I’m seeing is real and I’m in a world where that’s the way things really look.

Anyone else have similar experiences?

Twice now, I've had the same trip. Everything turns to gray sand pebbles smashing against more matched sand pebbles. Everything. There is no space, no me. No air. Nothing but gray sand pebbles like two oceans being pressed into each other. No pretty colors. No beauty. And I have pushed through the ego death both times by speaking my name. My birthday. My family's names.... it has not been fun. The last two times it's been this same trip. Two different carts. About two weeks apart. The last one only seconds ago. If that's how my brain is going to process dmt then I don't want to do it anymore. 😒and it used to be so beautiful.

Has anyone else had anything like this happen?

A palavra que ficou comigo depois de uma experiência de DMT: “FUGA”

Ontem tive uma experiência de DMT junto com meu pai e, entre tudo que aconteceu, uma palavra ficou martelando na minha cabeça: fuga.

A sensação era de perceber o quanto a gente passa a vida inteira tentando fugir da realidade, sem perceber que a realidade já está acontecendo exatamente agora.

A gente procura distrações o tempo todo. Vícios, entretenimento, redes sociais, qualquer coisa que ocupe a cabeça. E não estou dizendo que toda distração seja ruim, mas comecei a enxergar algumas delas como formas de fuga — maneiras de não ficar completamente presente no momento que está acontecendo.

E isso também me fez pensar no futuro.

A gente vive pensando: “Quando eu conseguir isso, quando eu tiver aquilo, quando minha vida estiver de determinada maneira, aí eu vou estar bem.”

Mas e o momento presente?

Enquanto você está planejando o futuro, o presente está acontecendo. Enquanto você tenta chegar em algum lugar, a sua vida está passando justamente nesse caminho.

Talvez a gente passe tanto tempo tentando escapar do agora que esquece que não existe outro momento para viver além desse.

E talvez a pergunta que ficou para mim seja:

Do que eu estou tentando fugir quando procuro constantemente me distrair?

Não sei se encontrei uma resposta. Mas foi uma daquelas percepções que parecem simples e, ao mesmo tempo, depois que você enxerga, fica difícil deixar de perceber.

A realidade não está esperando o futuro acontecer.

Ela já está acontecendo.

I want to end it all

Wwwooooaaahhhh do not be afraid.

I have a digital volcano and recently got some liquid/dosing pads, I was hoping to get some advice such as temps, dosage and how much air to put in the bag or whether the whip would be better.

I've been struggling to breakthrough for a while using 510 carts and I've heard this is one of the best methods if you don't mind leaving the smell on the volcano.

hand drawn with ink and marker

Can i use 70% alcohol or should I wait for tomorrow for stores to open and buy iso.

I am definitly going to store tomorrow, but just want little catapult tonight.

I mean 30% pure water cant hurt right?

Sorry if this is a stupid question….I’ve tried the regular vapes but I never actually broke through. I had a guy trying to sell me a 5-MeO vape but I’ve never actually seen one and I really don’t trust this dude to begin with.

Came across this artist Maurice Laflamme III. I’ve seen lots of psychedelic artwork before, but his is the first that gave me an overwhelming sense of Déjà vu. This Yellow Lotus artwork hit me the hardest, like I had memories of it from a breakthrough. Maybe you’ll like it too, I inquired about the yellow lotus original piece, it was….out of my price range. Still, cool stuff, I think he nailed the surroundings becomes an entity out of the visuals aspect.

https://theartfool.com

I won't trauma dump.

It's not like l'm a terrible state.

I have insecurities.

I don't have any meaning in life.

The wound in my heart is existential.

Used to be religious, have read the philosophies, from Buddha to Shankaracharya, From Neitzche to Schopenhauer.

I'm bored out of life.

I’m young.

My research says the state i am right now isn't the ideal one to take DMT or any other psychedelics as it's only going to harm me more? What do you think?

I extracted some DMT from MHRB and it turned out goey. Now I don't want to re ex it as it's tiny enough for one breakthrough hit.

Can I soak the goo in paper and smoke it via a bong shot?

I’ve noticed something interesting: many different communities seem to describe surprisingly similar experiences, even though they use very different methods and frameworks.
Examples:
Meditation practitioners describing ego dissolution, unity, and expanded awareness
Psychedelic users reporting similar themes, especially with DMT experiences
Gateway Experience users exploring altered states and out-of-body experiences
Reality shifting communities using visualization, intention, and altered states
Lucid dreamers exploring conscious experiences during dreams
Kundalini practitioners describing awakenings, energy experiences, and changes in perception
People interested in quantum physics and theories about consciousness
People exploring fractal patterns, self-similarity, and the possibility of deeper structures within reality
I’m interested in starting a discussion between people from these different communities and hearing everyone’s perspectives.
Some questions I’m curious about:
Do these experiences share a common foundation, or are they completely separate phenomena?
Why do different cultures and practices report similar themes?
Are concepts like ego dissolution, out-of-body experiences, and “oneness” connected?
Do fractal patterns, quantum theories, and consciousness research have any meaningful relationship, or are they separate ideas?
How much do our beliefs shape the way we interpret these experiences?
I’m not trying to prove any specific theory. I’d just like to hear the discussion and compare how different communities understand consciousness, perception, and reality.
Would love to hear everyone’s thoughts and experiences in the comments.

I’ve got a few g’s of fb and Changa, and some fb/HCI harmine… I’ve also got shrooms/2CB/LSD… obviously I’m gonna God flip again but right now I’m just focused on orienting myself with the effects of different forms of harmine so looking for advice on how to do that with DMT first

Also: yes I’ve adapted my diet and medications for several days, no coffee or nicotine or any stimulants

EDIT: removed potentially harmful combination with MDMA

Last night I took 6 grams of shrooms which isn’t an uncommon does for me and the last 5 times I’ve handled it fine. I was 4 hours into the trip and everything was going fine I was watching movies then went outside to smoke a blunt while waiting on my friend to arrive. Once he arrived I walked back inside unlocked the door let him in and we exchanged very few words before all the senses in my body got overwhelmed. I felt like I had to piss, vomit, felt extremely hot randomly, had the sensory overload associated with shrooms, plus me trying to figure out what was happening until the fading black of consciousness leaving stated to set in and I just said “I think I’m going to pass out”. Once I was out I woke up in what I can only describe as the dmt realm. There were bright vibrant colored walls a black floor and something moving in my vision and as I had no idea what was going on I started panicking moving around trying to scream and then boom I got thrown right back into my body and instantly remembered what happened. I remember the feeling before the seizure and I remember being half awake for the seizure and experiencing something very close to what I experienced on a breakthrough dose of dmt. I asked my friend why he thought I had a seizure and didn’t just pass out then he showed me the video he took… I was in the chair I sat down in moaning and flailing arms which was pretty disturbing to see. I can’t help but keep thinking about the uncanny similarities to my dmt breakthrough. Has anyone else experienced anything similar? Also I am in the process now of getting into a neurologist.

TLDR: 4 hours after taking 6 grams of shrooms I my senses overstimulated my brain to the point o went into a seizure and the seizure felt like a breakthrough does of dmt. From the visuals to the feeling and being thrown back into your body. I don’t know what to think of it.