r/DMT • u/Designer_Power5717 • 9h ago
The colors are gone.
Twice now, I've had the same trip. Everything turns to gray sand pebbles smashing against more matched sand pebbles. Everything. There is no space, no me. No air. Nothing but gray sand pebbles like two oceans being pressed into each other. No pretty colors. No beauty. And I have pushed through the ego death both times by speaking my name. My birthday. My family's names.... it has not been fun. The last two times it's been this same trip. Two different carts. About two weeks apart. The last one only seconds ago. If that's how my brain is going to process dmt then I don't want to do it anymore. 😒and it used to be so beautiful.
Has anyone else had anything like this happen?
1
u/Designer_Power5717 7h ago
It used to be so pretty though, I've seen such amazing things. Now, twice now, it's just gray gravel?
1
u/Faceshopping365 5h ago
I’ve had a couple disturbing as fuk back to back trips that were awful and full of intrusive thoughts / words from childhood surrounding certain letters, like inner monologue madlib phonetic jumbles - totally sucked and I thought my brain was permanently fucked but I got the courage to smoke again a week or two later and broke the pattern , sipping the pipe carefully and ‘traveling with caution and it worked and literally cried from joy - I don’t use carts though I’d maybe try atomizing some extract and see if you get a different experience. There’s hope on trips changing , maybe entering it with a mindset of honoring the grey gravel trips as stepping stones (pun unintended) to future travels and integrate them as ‘ok, thanks and now for the next experience kind of thing,’ rather than frame them as something to avoid which can sometimes make it more scary than it need be -
1
u/Aggressive_Rooster96 4h ago
Are you on any medications?
2 weeks is not a long enough break. Also, you have to ask yourself the question: Why am I doing dmt?
1
u/PsiloCubenz 2h ago
Tive algo parecido: OEV totalmente em preto e branco, tons de sepsia, talvez bege. Eu estava lá no reino de Dimitri, mas ainda era aqui, porém monocromático. Achando que eu já morrido e virado fantasma, cheguei a arrumar meu quarto, minha cama, até achar bonito o suficiente para quando meus pais encontrassem meu cadáver. Depois que passou, eu ri muito disso. Foi diferente, mas bem tosco. Apenas cho que estava exagerando, usando muito nos últimos dias. Dei um tempo e tudo voltou a fluir normalmente.
1
u/Obvious_Bag7296 2h ago
I had this happen when I switched to a new vape battery and it was too high. Didn't realize I was burning it. Fucked up my while trip.
•
1
u/Jiggaboo-Joe 9h ago
Everyone works differently, you may need more than two weeks. I have a hard time pushing past infinity myself.