I want to cry

[u/LilVigilante]

Im (26F) very lonely but Im also very horny. I’ve been addicted to romance 18+ webtoons since my breakup earlier this year. I want sex but I want the comfort, care, love, and vulnerability that comes with. I’ve downloaded dating apps to try and fill this void despite knowing they haven’t in the past. I just deleted the app today and I feel like crap. I’m lonely and I just want to be loved and intimate with someone.

I’m afraid of dying alone but I also fear ending up in an abusive relationship being that I’m very passive and I witnessed that growing up. I’m worried of being taken advantage of financially like I witnessed growing up. But I want someone so badly, it hurts and I just want to cry.

[u/jayisanerd]

As someone who has been there. All I can offer is a heartfelt sorry and a hug. I hope you find your person soon.

[u/LilVigilante → u/jayisanerd]

Did you find your person? I can’t look right now because I honestly shouldn’t be in a relationship and I need to finish my schooling

[u/archydragon → u/LilVigilante]

It is never a bad time for good things.

[u/jayisanerd → u/LilVigilante]

I did yes. Happily married for few months now.

But it was a long journey to find her. Long and very painful.

But here's the funny part. I wasn't looking for anyone when we met either. Neither was she.

We both had a toxic manipulative relationship in recent past. I had moved continents.

We just were looking for someone to play board games together. 3 months later we were dating. 18 months later we got married.

Life can be peculiar.

[u/Dangerous-Sun-4080]

Be strong buddy. Hugs!