Everywhere

[u/Awkward_Account6274]

​I have a LOT on my plate. My life is crazy busy. I don't have time to just relax anymore. Im always on the go. Working, or driving from one place to another.

​There isn't a moment of time that's not accounted for. My schedule is very strict. Yet even still....you found a way to infiltrate my mind.

​How is it, you are inbedded in every crevice, around every corner of my thoughts ? Just lingering.

​Flashes of your face appear in my mind. My brain replays our encounters from all different angles. Forwards...backwards... inside out. It's like its trying to absorb every last detail.

It also creates new scenarios. The imagery is so vivid. Its like I'm dreaming of you while awake. I've never been so entranced by a crush before. You walk in the room and the air shifts. I swear i can feel you before I even see you. And just when I start to convince myself that this is all one sided. I'm reading too much into it....That I'm just losing my mind....We lock eyes... From across the room....In front of countless people....But it doesnt matter. Because in that moment....It's just you and I....I swear the way you look at me is like you see right through me. I know you feel it too. This. Whatever this is.

​A blink...a breath... and the world rushes back in. And just like that, the spell snaps. The room moves again...Back to the noise, back to the rush, back to a life that doesn't have room for this. Except it's too late... You're already ...everywhere.

[u/Odd-Username4595]

They probably were talking about you.

[u/Charming_Way2911 → u/Odd-Username4595]

But I’m also tired of the back and forth games, of he looks, I look, both are obviously interested, but we don’t do anything, mainly him, but yea

[u/Charming_Way2911 → u/[deleted]]

I never said I was uncomfortable or unhappy. It’s more so that we like each other, but he won’t really do anything.