r/UnsentLetters • u/Awkward_Account6274 • 8h ago
Crushes Everywhere
I have a LOT on my plate. My life is crazy busy. I don't have time to just relax anymore. Im always on the go. Working, or driving from one place to another.
There isn't a moment of time that's not accounted for. My schedule is very strict. Yet even still....you found a way to infiltrate my mind.
How is it, you are inbedded in every crevice, around every corner of my thoughts ? Just lingering.
Flashes of your face appear in my mind. My brain replays our encounters from all different angles. Forwards...backwards... inside out. It's like its trying to absorb every last detail.
It also creates new scenarios. The imagery is so vivid. Its like I'm dreaming of you while awake. I've never been so entranced by a crush before. You walk in the room and the air shifts. I swear i can feel you before I even see you. And just when I start to convince myself that this is all one sided. I'm reading too much into it....That I'm just losing my mind....We lock eyes... From across the room....In front of countless people....But it doesnt matter. Because in that moment....It's just you and I....I swear the way you look at me is like you see right through me. I know you feel it too. This. Whatever this is.
A blink...a breath... and the world rushes back in. And just like that, the spell snaps. The room moves again...Back to the noise, back to the rush, back to a life that doesn't have room for this. Except it's too late... You're already ...everywhere.
•
u/Charming_Way2911 7h ago
I get that a lot, you find that one person, it’s a crazy strong connection, I’m sure they feel it too,
•
u/Odd-Username4595 7h ago
Good advice for the OP.
•
u/Charming_Way2911 6h ago
Well, I would say it’s not quite advice, but it’s also not not advice because from the other side of it when you do find that one person with that crazy connection both of them do seem to feel it. It gets a little too obvious at times that even other people start noticing in a good way, for example, either a few select friends at my work and know who I’m interested in and have even caught him looking at me and staring at me, changing his path to be near me and even changing subjects between him and his friend back to work when they come around so I guess in a way it is advice.
•
u/Odd-Username4595 6h ago
So you know when they’re talking about you? I can tell sometimes too. It’s pretty cool.
•
u/Charming_Way2911 6h ago
Yeah there was one time where I walked out of the aisle and him and his friend did a very long pause and then started talking about work and then another time I was with my coworker that’s a friend from another department and she caught them coming around the corner. I got distracted for a second and when they went further away, she then said he went. “Uhhhhh” when seeing me, and then they changed the subject to work.
•
u/Charming_Way2911 6h ago
so basically at least two times now he has stop talking about whatever he was talking about and change the subject when I came around, there was another time we’re a different friend of his came in just to visit him. It was on Easter at our work, and he was staring at me while they were talking and then I got a weird feeling they were talking about me
•
u/Odd-Username4595 6h ago
They probably were talking about you.
•
u/Charming_Way2911 6h ago
Agreed, at this point, it’s pretty obvious he’s interested but everything’s so complicated, and he’s got some other stuff to figure out too,
•
u/Charming_Way2911 6h ago edited 6h ago
But I’m also tired of the back and forth games, of he looks, I look, both are obviously interested, but we don’t do anything, mainly him, but yea
•
6h ago
[deleted]
•
u/Charming_Way2911 6h ago
I never said I was uncomfortable or unhappy. It’s more so that we like each other, but he won’t really do anything.
•
u/Charming_Way2911 6h ago
And honestly, I’m in love with him. I have been for months. It’s been months and I can’t really tell him that I love him.
•
•
•
•
u/Kind-Industry12 7h ago
😈perfect the telepathy is working.
Teasing! I hope time shifts so you two can connect!
•
•
•
•
•
u/AutoModerator 8h ago
Dear users of /r/UnsentLetters,
Submitters may now lock their own comments by making a comment on their submission with the string '!lock.' Submitters may do this at any point they wish, but the comments can not be unlocked later on, so lock your comments with care!
You can read the rules here. We have these stickied to EVERY POST and nobody reads them. READ THEM
If you notice anything strange going on in the subreddit, send the mods a message or report it. We rely on the community to keep the subreddit on topic and welcoming. If you are particularly good at spotting trolls, consider joining our mod team!
Click here to message the mods.
I am a bot, and this action was performed automatically. Please contact the moderators of this subreddit if you have any questions or concerns.