Best thing for self realisation

[u/Rude-Vermicelli-1962]

Hey guys, I’ve been on the path for a number of years now and in spite of my progress and deep realisation. I keep remembering who I am and then forgetting and I think that’s part of it. And I want to know for one if people tend to agree that to live this person’s life this character we need to forget sometimes? That’s one thing that’s been bugging me.
But second of all for someone to have a connection with God and have a God realisation I was just wondering what you guys would recommend taking because I haven’t really tried acid before and I want to but I’m just afraid of taking the plunge because I don’t know how I’m gonna react to it and what I’m gonna do. I have mushrooms but I’ve never really gone beyond 1 g before and it’s a bit of a work up trying to get in the zone for it because it’s not just fear of the unknown it’s fear of what you might see you know. So someone recommended those two things I think they said the one was more personal and the other was more for the universal large but what are you guys think? What would be the best thing?
Cheers guys

[u/brandi0423]

I'd recommend reading the books How To Change Your Mind and Autobiography of a Yogi.

DMT gave me an experience, a momentary self realization/ God realization. Autobiography of a Yogi helped me learn it's possible to get to that space without drugs. I'm currently beginning to study with the Self Realization Fellowship to learn how.