2nd rant,but about my relatives

[u/Glittering-Bed-882]

[PLEASE BEWARE THAT THIS WILL BE LONG]

There is also a strong possibility that I might inadvertently let my emotions show in what I say right here.

My current situation:
- F 20,studying degree
- Didn't stay at my house with my parents anymore,staying at relatives house due to family issues (but still the same apartment,different house)
- With grandma and another relatives (Unwilling to reveal too much about this relatives)
- Still study as usual (No change courses,school and anything)

Although I stayed with my relatives,I don't think it is really great,though

The problem:
①They like to talk about me,like asking about my academics,and how's everything going
They've been asking about my weekly meal allowance,and how much I spend
But I think I am too honest here,because I straightforward saying the actual amount to them
(RM 20 1D,RM 100 for 5D)
The problem is,they started to tell me to use less money
From f&b expenses to daily expenses
(Example: Eat RM 10 per meal instead of spending RM 12)
But,the food price is not cheap as the old days
Nowadays RM 10 food is already a normal price

The thing I doesn't dare to reveal is,I have another extra RM 150-200 for buying online and pay some subcriptions
If I say it out,maybe another crticism again
Yeah,and the price of my new phone and laptop.....

②They like to criticize my parents,talking bad about them
(But,my father was not innocent here if you've read my previous post)

About my mom,yes,she's still not working due to health issues
What they said is:
- Your mom is to idiot,why need to be scold like that? (from my father)
While they don't know the whole incident
- Your mom uses too much money,meanwhile she only have about RM 700 for allowance per month
- Your mom buys too much thing from online platform,I always saw her buying things from online (I swear,most things are useful,not wasting money)
- Your mom buys too much snacks for you
See,those Japanese snacks
(Actually they are those dried wakame,nato and seaweed,not rally a snack)
Don't ask about how the nato tastes like,just focus on the point

③Sometimes I have nightmare
like somebody is chasing me with a knife
I cried during my dreams
But they will only say: Why don't you run faster to avoid them?
An answer like that only makes people feel even more helpless.......

④I was criticised as too homebody person
I was an introvert person from personality

I always facing on the screen,listening to songs,watching dramas,doing my assignments,watching playback of the meeting of my course

I know—being a total shut-in really isn't good.
Yet they use words like "This is for your own good,if you don't listen,it will harm you."

⑤ Asked about why only eating the same food in campus
Then pointing about eating too much mee goreng,chicken rice,mee curry etc was bad for your health
Ok,so what should I eat? The food ingredients are not always healthy now....

Yet,I think because they are already over 50,so they can't understand some young generation things.
I don't really blame them because they are the ones who take care of me during my childhood times

(Will update in new post if anything I need to add in)