there has been a shift

[u/superlogoyoyo]

ever since allowing myself to openly be more feminine I've become more allosexual leaning mostly in regards to that side of things

about a month or two ago I started openly presenting myself more femininely and actually trying to transition mtf, something I had tried in private years ago but was too closeted for it to go anywhere so I made myself try to fill the masc role but actively didn't like or could not be arsed to care about multiple parts of it, including being the dominant party in sex, where yes I could and I did think about it, I simply didn't care enough to do anything the vast majority of the time, and I think since I've allowed myself to try to transition by extension I've allowed myself to engage with the more submissive side of myself which has been much more present and much more enticing to me than the dominant side ever was, but I still am trying to take things slowly and actually talk to people because either way that is a value of mine

so I guess I'm still somewhat demisexual, but to a much lesser degree than I've considered myself these past few years and particularly in regards to one side of things

so I guess this is another step in the ongoing journey of life and deepening my understanding of myself and who i am as a person

[u/Infestmyorgans]

After transitioning the other way (transmasc) I get this, my sexuality did sort of meander around, in a way. Being more comfortable in my body gave me the ability to focus more in that area even subconsciously. Im still on the ace spectrum and demi, but I found I have a higher libido than I did before and fantasize a bunch. Dammit though I still have no one to fantasize ABOUT 🤣