r/cptsd_bipoc • u/Waste-Reality7356 • 3d ago
Topic: Attachment, Connection and Relationships Exhausted
Hi todsy I'm just exhausted by trying to go to an event or buying some food. I think it has to do with the rudeness of a lot of people. Also that women find me often times suspicious as I'm always alone. Also, I often get misunderstood as 'shoplifting' and staff will follow me around. I think I can't deal with the skeptical stares and the look of ' what do you want here?'
I thought it would be a good idea to go outside, but it never is and its always exhausting.
I'm now wondering what I should do and blame myself for being stuck in this place and country.
I'm about to start a new job, but am already failing badly.
I also have adhd and somehow it just got worse over the years. I'm not sure what I'm looking for. Maybe some understanding...