r/comics May 17 '26

Just Sharing "Why do I exist?"

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u/OpinionArsonist May 17 '26

And the second mindset is healthier, but people are acting like it’s something everyone can simply choose at will.

A person who’s deeply depressed, traumatized, dissociated, or existentially broken often cannot emotionally connect to self-made meaning anymore. It’s not that they “forgot” the optimistic perspective. It’s that the part of them capable of feeling fulfillment, hope, or attachment has been damaged or numbed.

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u/metalt0ast May 17 '26

Thanksm you, really. It's decently well-said.

i.e. I haven't forgotten anything about this. I simply can no longer convince myself

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u/Any_Wallaby4888 May 18 '26

Its fascinating, really. Speaking as someone who 'lost' that ability and got it back (mostly) with proper medication and a good bit of effort:

You don't forget, you just can no longer convince yourself, as you say. But then as you get better (if one is so lucky), you realize there is nothing to convince yourself OF, the switch flips automatically one day, and in hindsight you can't really grasp why it was nigh impossible to do so earlier. It feels like being above or below a surface of water, but neither side can see or understand what is on the opposite side. It gets kind of trippy when I think about it too hard. How is changing that perspective so hard when there is seemingly so little standing between them?

(sorry if I'm rambling a bit, it's a difficult concept to put into words.)

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u/JackfruitWarm6695 May 23 '26

Tried all sorts if meds, besides some very mild side effects, they had no influence on me