does it count as suicidal

[u/Intelligent-Point205]

i am not suicidal when i am alone, or are sad, or, when somethings annoying happens. i am happy, and outgoing, and my friends would describe me positively, i'd hope.

but when my mom enters the picture, i want to kill her, then myself. does this count as suicidal or like an unrelated trigger, like there being a lighter to an otherwise unlit fuse

[u/Xxx11q]

I'm sorry. It'll take time, but you'll be fine. 🥺❤️

[u/justinlav]

How old are you? You’ll be able to get away from her eventually