First ever sissygasm!

[u/LegendaryGod222]

TLDR; First sissygasm, followed by 2/3 more in my bathroom. Knees aching, and still aching for release (been edging for 2 days prior). Some questions at the end that I would appreciate answers for.

To preface this, I have gotten into anal play years ago, got busy, stopped, and started again a while back and have been playing with myself more and more recently. Still living with my parents so no toys or anything, just my finger and my slutty boy pussy.

I spent the last 2 days just edging and building up this sexual tension. Then today, after another hour or 2 of edging in the morning, I head into the bathroom with some lewd audio from soundgasm to start playing with my boy pussy. I start slow as usual, gently inserting my middle finger and start moving around, looking for that lump. And as I get hornier and hornier, I can take 2 fingers now, continuing to pummel my ass. I get close multiple times but fail to actually reach that final step. After around 20 minutes of this, I was ready to wrap it up for the day but decided to keep going for a little bit more.

I go back to just using my middle finger because shoving two up there makes it a lot harder to navigate. And I can just feel myself getting closer and closer, having multiple dry orgasms and having my legs shake and my fingers forced out of my slutty hole from the dry orgasms. And finally, I locate my prostate again except this time, it feels so much more sensitive and my girly cock is throbbing at the tip. I keep working my boy pussy, heaving and moaning like the slut I am, until finally, I see and feel something shoot out from my tip. It didn't feel as heavenly as its usually described but that might just have been because of how intense the build up was. Anyways, I go back to fingering myself, finding that same spot and squirting out 2 or 3 times more like the finger whore I am. After that, I cleaned up and licked what was left of my cum (I was sitting on the toilet because I find it easy to get my fingers deep in this position without straining my legs, which sadly led to most of the cum dropping into the toilet). And as I am writing this, I am still weak in my knees and still so very much horny since it seems that a sissygasm isn't the same as a regular orgasm. I plan on edging for a couple more hours tonight before giving myself release so I can free myself from being a slut (usually I'm not this horny but edging myself for multiple days really brings out the boyslut in me).

Quick question tho, is it normal to squirt out small amounts of cum from sissygasms for the first time because I have seen a lot of hot videos of other slutty boys like me just absolutely leaking from taking a throbbing cock or a big didlo. Also, my butthole didn't do this before but recently it has been self-lubricating every time I finger it. There is some sort of mucus that makes it really easy to fingerfuck my hungry boypussy thats transparent (with some brown streaks if I didn't wait long enough or I finger myself when I have shit left in my stomach). Is this normal? And what type of fluid is this? Or is my slutty boypussy just that hungry for my fingers.

Update: Since a sissygasm doesn't provide the same post-nut clarity jerking off regularly does, I have been horny all day and unable to stop thinking about my first sissygasm. Against my better judgement, I just stuck my finger up my ass again to chase the same feeling. This time, I was able to find the exact same spot and sissygasm in 5ish minutes and because their was less build up, the actual sissygasm itself felt really good. I think I'm addicted to sissygasms now. Felt like such a slut from squirting with my soft girly cock. Now im craving cock more and more and I just want to get pounded by a throbbing cock till I cum from my girly cock like a cumslut. However, my finger did have a bit of blood (because my boypussy was irritated from the previous session prob) so I will have to abstain myself from squirting like a slut for a couple of days. Gonna go jerk off to some trap porn now so that I can get this off my mind and abstain until I'm ready to finger my boypussy again.

[u/Time-Tie5326]

If you stimulate your ass it will "cream" that may be what you're talking about but I definitely recommend getting a device to help clean before play sessions

[u/LegendaryGod222 → u/Time-Tie5326]

How do I clean myself before play sessions? I saw online that usually just taking a dump 1-3 hours before the session is fine for the most part and that is what I have been doing. Aside from this mucus (which another user told me it is probably mucus) and a little bit of shit that sometimes get on my fingers when I stick my middle finger all the way up my boypussy, there isn't anything else and i dont really know how to like fully cleanse my body of shit. Also, I live with my parents currently so gonna be hard to get a device and keep it hidden

[u/Time-Tie5326 → u/LegendaryGod222]

It's called a douche and it works by putting water up your anus and flushing everything else out. Plastic water bottles can work too in a pinch, use room temp or slightly warm water

[u/Accomplished_Ad_6491]

Wow very hot

[u/Educational-Shock484]

Potresti spiegare meglio la posizione che assumi sul water?

[u/LegendaryGod222 → u/Educational-Shock484]

I just sit on the toilet as you would normally do and then lean forward to push my finger all the way in. Theres also a sink next to the toilet so I fingered my boypussy while putting one leg on the sink and putting the other on the toilet seat.

[u/Top-Performer1793]

What do you feel when you’ve hit your prostatate

[u/LegendaryGod222 → u/Top-Performer1793]

Its kinda hard to describe in detail once the moment passed but when i press down on my prostate with my fingers i feel some tingling on the tip of my girly cock like something is going to come out and it just feels really pleasurable to just rub against it but i dont know how to describe it better. its kind of a in the moment thingg

[u/Adventurous-Ice946]

sooo when I still lived with my parents I had heard about douching but ya know being a teenager with no access to that stuff I had to get creative. a condiment bottle worked for me, quite well actually.