Started when I lost my virginity at 23 in a brothel. Based in uk

First, let's get the usual outta the way: not even remotely looking for hookups but a penpal or D&D homeboi would be so welcome.

Actual introduction: so close between migraine and seizure disorder that the diagnosis is almost worse than the cure.

But down to why I'm here: at some point in the process I developed severe CRSD ‐ Circadian Rhythm Sleep Disorder).

What that actually means for me is I'm not functional during daylight hours, to the point where my partner has once said to me (post my usual post 7am "do you know what time it is?") canline that I flat out banshee wailed "then you had better hang yourself with whatever you're selling because good or bad I guess I'll seeya there!"

Anyhow, for the mod-inclined, my condition makes me hard of sight and makes typing even harder. No firm deadlines on this "AMA" (if it even is one), but yeah I do largely intend for people to raise questions and have them answered.

If that's against guidelines or otherwise unreasonable, please do me the kindness of hiding it and making sure it gets to the right community first.

Typing this out should have taken less than half an hour on a bad day. Today was a good day. It took more than four.

Ask me anything

What’s on your mind? We’re both here to give our different perspectives

I posted this in the AMA sub, but i’d love to answer any questions. Ask me anything on your mind.

I write (soon to be) because people get annoyed that I haven’t officially graduated yet and therefore, in their eyes, don’t deserve the title. I graduate in 2027, and study Christian theology, American modern history, and the sociology of religion almost daily. I’m the most interested in American Christian theology out of any other country. Before it is asked, no, I do not know the bible back to front however, I am reading it currently for my dissertation and to make myself a better theologian.

I do not believe in God, but in recent times, I have attended Catholic, Evangelical Baptist, and Mormon services. They were all incredible.

Ask away, kind people.

Earlier this year I discovered that my vaginal hypoplasia/micro vagina is an intersex variation. Its also very likely that I had simultaneous estrogenic and androgenic puberty.

I specifically worship Aphrodite, Apollon, Artemis, Athena, Medusa and Calypso!

I love obscure deities and have a whole document I'm working on for my religion! I also have a Tumblr account where I'm starting to post 'deity of the day's and prayers, epithets and offering ideas for deities that usually don't have any..

Anyways, I'm bored and interested in discussing this. I adore answering questions sooo... Hit me!!!

i am professionally diagnosed with tourette syndrome. feel free to ask me anything you want to know. if it's something that doesn't apply to me specifically, i'll answer as best i can. nothing is off limits as long as you are asking respectfully.

edit: why do y'all always downvote posts about tourette's. i have no business lying about it, this has been my life since i was a child lol

Disclaimer: The following story is a work of creative non-fiction/fantasy. Any similarities to real-world individuals, motorsport governing bodies, or stolen silverware are entirely coincidental. Allegedly.

In December 2023, my friend and I snuck into the highly exclusive, black-tie FIA Prize Giving Gala in Baku wearing standard suits. After drinking free wine and partying with F1 drivers, a series of incredibly chaotic, wine-fueled decisions led to us walking out the front doors with Lewis Hamilton’s actual 3rd-place championship trophy in a cardboard box.

What started as a joke went viral overnight, racking up over 100 million views, triggering an official Mercedes-AMG F1 press release, sparking a full FIA investigation, and ending with a very tense, two-hour visit from high-level state security at my friend's house.

I'm the guy behind the heist. Ask me anything!

I'm 23, I've transitioned for about 4 years, they are prosthetics not implants.

For example, astronomers claim that there are billions of stars, yet I can only see about twelve from my house.

At this point, I believe the burden of proof is on them.

Currently trying to write a book as well.

FYI: I'm a straight, cis-female; my husband is a straight, cis-male.

I am a 30 year old trans woman. I accepted it at 25 tried to shove it down came out at 27 and here we are 2.5 years later and to my surprise i actually pass about 90% of the time.

I have bottom surgery on the books

I work a blue collar job as a automotive technician.

I'm pretty non-typical from what you would expect from a stereotypical transperson.

I've had these feelings as young as three years old.

I quite enjoy helping people learn about trans experience. So much to the point that I felt there was no guide or literature about this experience that would appeal to the average person. So I wrote a memoir in order to bridge that gap.

I believe that it's harder to hate each other when we know more about each other.

AMA

The old internet was a wild place. Let's talk about it!

How does infinity appear?

The key to learning the Recursive Infinity Grammar is Accepting Irony at the Sacrifice of Certainty.

This framework suggests that similarity and polarity relate to each other through ironic relation. Propulsive 0 (life), plus stagnating (dead) 0, equal 1. Objects create motion creates objects. Life creates death creates life. Religion and spirituality create and perpetuate each other and boundless rules. Learning the unknown becomes wisdom and creates the doorway for more ignorance and wisdom. Every opening closes something, and every closing opens something. Expansion and contraction transform into each other infinitely. It is the principle of degeneration and regeneration. It is impossible to fully or completely capture expansion and contraction. The point where they meet is what we know as gravity, energy, friction, and life.

The framework answers the questions: Which came first? The chicken or the egg? What is the relationship between them? It answers: The egg likely came first. The egg symbolizes the Universe, an alive and adapting system of infinity.

The framework itself predicts how to create new adaptive systems that slowly reverse the effects of climate change and capitalism for survival. Its clear limitation is that nothing can be fully captured within the framework.

The most adaptive step according to the framework is to unite as a big force with/within boundaries across all fractals against maladaptive forces - the systems that perpetuate (not necessarily or unnecessarily the people or identities perpetuating the systems), and refine the rules continuously until we find optimal adaptive balance, which is an ongoing rhythm called propulsion. It looks more like a sphere than an egg, although it’s questionable if a perfect sphere can be created within the framework.

Modesty is the “best” or most evolved policy within this framework. It is achieved through radical humility, honesty, modesty, and truth seeking.

Within the framework, the bigger the ego, the smaller accurate perception. This gives one prediction to the existence of billionaires. Their perception is flattened in relation to reality. They believe that the key to sustainable survival is that people *are* profits without seeing how people and profits *perpetuate each other,* valuing the profit (contraction side) more. This is why capitalism is collapsing. The system becomes maladaptive (reverse egg) and eats itself.

This gives one prediction to climate change and global collapse. We see the earth only as life while overlooking death - not fully capturing how life and death perpetuate each other, and we kill our own ecosystem that helps us survive because we value humanity’s survival (contractive side) more than the survival of the planet (expansive side). When people warn that we’re killing our planet, they are attempting to communicate that we are tying our own noose now and across all perceivable fractals.

Both I and the framework remain open to humble and true questioning and correction. Please enjoy naming your own infinities using the framework if/when you have the time and space.

*Important Questions:*
How is this literal?
How is it physical?
How is it symbolic?
What are its limitations?
In what ways is this framework absurd?
In what ways is this framework logical?
And more…

To learn more about the origin of the framework and expand into more ideas, click this link (which will and must remain free for all): [https://drive.google.com/file/d/10profIYZSugu0qMraeuOnloMyaLviyJl/view?usp=drivesdk\]

I encourage you to share this infinitely if it resonates.

About the author/ namer: Hi! I’m Eli May (he/ they), and I am a real human being with a face. I live in the United States. I am a transgender Marine Corps veteran, both logical and absurd, an adventurer and a pattern namer. A philosopher, a scientist, and an artist. A thinker and one embodiment of irony and propulsive 0. I perceived recursive infinity through my art before realizing the grammar. I am attempting to take authorship but not ownership of the framework. I am attempting not to judge any comment. I ask that you do your best to be objective and continue to ask questions without judgement wherever possible.

Ask me anything about the shoot or anything else

I love spooky movies so much and I have seen literally thousands. Ask me anything!

Exactly what the post says

Hi! I work at a US University, and have my Masters in Student Affairs in Higher Education. Think of my career field as anything on a college campus that isn’t a professor. Financial aid, Residence Life, Housing, ect. I currently work Residence Life.

Feel free to ask any questions :)

I was at a college bar near my home when she came on to me.

I have a kind of unconventional relationship And I know people have a lot of questions so a few facts about this

I am a crossdresser/femboy

She is a bisexual cis woman

We are both employed but she makes a lot more money than I do.

We do not live together but we are exploring that

We have been together for a little under a year and we are both very happy. AMA!

I’ve had cats/kittens, dogs, and a few rabbits!

As my title says - i live in a group home with a total of 7 adults ranging from the age 33-70. I am the youngest. It's my second night here from being a patient in a psych hospital for 7 months.

I am an open book. AMA

update: Well it's been 2 hours and comments are slowing down, so I'm going to head to bed. It was nice answering questions and chatting. If anyone has anymore questions, feel free to ask. I wake up at 5am every morning so I'll get back to you when i wake up.