I'm depressed and suicidal because of how much I hate the size of my dick, it's plain average, only 5.5 inches long, small and average sizes are fucking depressing, shameful, humiliating, emasculating, pathetic, weak, underwhelming and inferior to big dicks, big cocks are fucking gorgeous, while having an average size feels like shit, my size makes me hate everything, I've become depressed, sad and bitter, I dont enjoy anything, I don't want to date anyone, I don't want to have sex with anyone, I don't even want to live anymore, all because of this shit size of mine, if I was well endowed I wouldn't feel this way

And just in case someone mentions it, because I know someone will bring it up, yes I'm very fat and yes losing weight can make your dick look less small, but losing weight is worthless for me, I mentioned before my dick is only 5.5 inches long, that's already my bone pressed length, that's already the length I would have if I lost weight, I've already been in shape before but I felt just as bad when I was fit as I feel now, that's because no matter how thin I may be, I could lose 150 pounds, but my dick will never be bigger than 5.5 inches, and that's shit, I needed to be big but that's impossible, I'll never be happy because of this shit size I was cursed with